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01 06 10 - Epiphany

The Befana has come also this year!!! XD

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one of my favorite songs by mucc.
the lyric is so fucking...perfect!?






lately I'm ending up yelling for nothing!! ((o ≧□≦)o
just a little while ago, I shouted like crazy to my grandma at phone...and then to my father...
really for stupid things...

shit!
and obviously now I'm feeling guilty! =_=;

damn!
what the fuck with me?!?!?!
01 04 10 - Layout


As soon as I saw LOKI's pics I had to make a new header!! XDDD
(those pics are so fucking gorgeous!!)

but...

DAMN!! I CAN'T change the header with JASMINE YOU...
I really can't.

so...
MYSPACE! yeah! XD
I've not changed that layout since ages! u__u;

so now I've added the new header and changed some link color and line.
nothing special...but I love that header!! *____*








This morning I woke up with this song in my mind!
I kept singing "Are you feeling fine?! Nemurenai yoru ni wa... Kimi no maboroshi ga" for all the morning! Lol XD
It's such a long time I don't listen to laruku's album "smile"!!! (•o•)!

Btw this is a good question...
Am I feeling fine!?

全然知らない! 笑

Ah! My Internet connection doesn't work! =_=;

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01 04 10 - あ!

*※〜雪が降ってる〜※*

It's snowing again!!!!!!!!! \(•o•)/

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01 03 10 -
I wanna cry...
I need to cry...

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OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! (*ω*)! LOKI!!!!!! ★










OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( ̄ρ ̄)
no more words anymore...
+dies+





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8219
01 02 10 - Right now

kanpai!!! (●≧・)/ 酒 \(・≦●)

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We didn't take pics this time...i don't know why... \(•o•)/

Our purchase for the party (vodka, green apple vodka, stawberry vodka, spumante, rum, etc...xD)

Pandoro with many cream (choco, custard and whipped cream) and red peaches (made with pan di spagna, alchermes and nutella)

Pandoro from another point of view xD

Umeshu wasn't so good as I hoped! But maybe it was 'cause of the other alcoholic beverages we drank all the night.

The party was funny!
We played games, drank and ate a lot!
Even if after 3am I think the mood changed a little bit...
anyway I went to bed around 5:30.

Ah! I didn't get drunk! Damn! xD

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01 02 10 - HAPPY NEW YEAR!







*゜✽*+。☆。+*✽゜*あけましておめでとう*゜✽*+。☆。+*✽゜*
*゜✽*+。☆。+*✽゜*Happy New Year*゜✽*+。☆。+*✽゜*




12 30 09 - damn...



I'm sick and tired to grow fond of people and keep them in my heart,
while for them I'm no one...

It hurts...

And fuck! I always make the same mistake...

I want a heart made of cristall or ice...
I don't want a heart anymore...








12 30 09 - 2009
1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?
a trip all alone, relying only on myself.

2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't remember....
for the next year I absolutely have to come back to Japan, find a job and... be happy! (and not to be always late XD)

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yeah. a friend of mine!

4. Did anyone close to you die?
not close...but...it still hurts. (I will love You forever)

5. What countries did you visit?
Switzerland, Qlandia!!!! (XDDD)

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
Tokyo XD joking apart... love...happiness

7. What date from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory?
01/12.01 - my last 12 days in Japan (my dear friends, Kain live, Matenrou opera+Versailles live, PS company live @ Nippon Budokan in the first row!!! *_*)
17.06 - Dir en Grey live
04.10 - Miyavi live and the meeting with him @ duomo square
13/15.10 - my first trip all alone, Dio live and my meeting with them

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
beeing able to do something all by myself

9. What was your biggest failure?
not beeing able to find a good job - 'cause of my fears - and to come back to Japan... and the JLPT =_=

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
panic attack/anxiety

11. What was the best thing you bought?
iphone

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Mikaru and all Dio out of the concert XD Rui *__* who posted the pic of my roses on his blog <3

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
xxx

14. Where did most of your money go?
my trip to Zurich

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
concerts, peta XD, Rui <3, snow, our all night  alcoholic parties!

16. What song/album will always remind you of 2009?
Bangyaru shoukougun - jinkaku radio
GLASS SKIN - Diru
ASCENDEAD MASTER - Versailles
DETOX - -OZ-
etc...

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
Happier or sadder? – Sadder.
Thinner or fatter? – fatter
Richer or poorer? – the same

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
...I only wanna come back to japan...

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
getting depressed, fights

20. How did you spend Christmas?
with family...not so bad but...

21. Who did you spend the most time on the phone with?
Marty chan

22. Did you fall in love in 2009?
I don't think so

23. How many one night stands in this last year?
=___=;

24. What was your favourite TV programme?
House, M.D. - CSI - Grey's Anathomy - The mentalist.......

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
uhm...no

26. What was the best book(s) you read?
eeeeh XD

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Seeilen, Psyclon Nine, The Garbage of Bastard, HITT (thanks Marty chan), Astroninja

28. What did you want and get?
an hamster, iphone, seeing again Dio and talking to them, meeting miyavi...

29. What did you want and not get?
coming back to Japan, love, money, Jasmine's back...

30. What were your favourite films of this year?
Dorian Grey, Sherlock Holmes, Parnassus

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
nothing...26

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
...tokyo >>;

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
mine XD

34. What kept you sane?
eh?! why?? am I sane?!? XD
btw...music, concerts and my dears

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
always them (Hakuei, Ichiro, Kei, Rui, Satsuki, Mikaru XD) and Gackt - again! XD

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
sorry but I'm not interested in political issue

37. Who did you miss?
Icchan...

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Micchan

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009.
escaping the reality isn't a good way to live...but it's a pleasant one.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year?

Do you know what’s worth fighting for
When it’s not worth dying for?
Does it take you breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weight out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You’re in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

When you’re at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover  doesn’t pass
Nothing’s ever built to last
You’re in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it’s time to live and let die
And you can’t get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You’re in ruins

ne, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I



AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHWWWWWWWWWW!!!! *O*

HAKUEI LEFT ME A PETAAAAAAAAA
AA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOT *touched*




*cries*

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12 27 09 - Sherlock Holmes


Yesterday I went with my friends to see Sherlock Holmes at cinema.






this movie is amazing!!!! really!!!!!!! <3
they aren't the usual sherlock & watson! *___*
I heartily recommend it!!! ù.ùb





12 27 09 - Shock


KYO sang REAL FACE by KATTUN @ budokan in a session band! 0_0
I'm shocked! XD

Source: Hachi from budokan

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EDIT:
Hachiiiiiiiiii!!! he was KYO from D'ERLANGER!!!!!!!! not Diru!!!!!!!!! =__=;;




外は暗くて 夢なんて見れなくて
世界中で 一人きりになった様な気がした

誰の頭上にも 朝は来る …君の元には?
もどかしい気持ちはもうやめだ そう思えない 夜

愛に満ちた日から霞んだ日には
君しか映らない なぜだろう?
馬鹿だね 知ってる

こんな惨めな僕が 君を悲しくさせるなら…

君の視線だけを独り占めにしようとしてる
君を自由にしてあげるなんて出来ない癖に

哀れな羽を持つ醜い鳥 抱きしめてよ
籠の中で見てる 僕に何が出来るのだろう?

そのまま このままでいれば 何かが変わるだなんて
静まり返るこの時間にたまらなく声を上げた

巡り来る朝日が天を目指し 僕の元にも
君の為にも今 産まれたての夢を見よう



12 26 09 - fucking day


I was surprised that we didn't fight at X'mas...
in fact...
we fighted today...
DAMN! FUCK ALL! >__<
I wanna go away from here!

and I have a fucking headache since this morning! X_X
I took also a painkiller but it doesn't go away! T^T

SHIT! >__<

fortunately in a while I go out with my friends!! <3
after going around, we'll go to the cinema to see SHERLOCK HOLMES! ^.^b










...
I wanna take you away, Alice.
手を繋いだら 真実が解るから
Are you gonna believe in me? Alice.
君の望む場所ならば何処へでも
I wanna take you away, Alice. (I love you because you're only one.)
抱き寄せたなら 時が今動き出す
Are you gonna believe in me? Alice.(Open the Door to your heart.)
光を浴びて笑えるさ 汚れなき花のように そう

わたしの中の闇か
闇の中のわたしか
さあ 夢見る夢の新しい扉を開けよう
...



Please...take me away...

12 26 09 - randoms for Xmas


ohi XD son stanca xD
sti 2 giorni son stati stressanti XD

ieri mi sembrava di essere a lavorare da Gali XD
dalle 10 di mattina alle 17 XD senza sedersi un secondo XD (niente pranzo ovvio)
a cucinare e preparare tutto per la cena della vigilia col babbo!
un'oretta di pausa per sistemarmi XD
e via di nuovo a lavorare XD anche durante la cena XD
essendo noi i cuochi principali U_U; (anche se la cena l'abbiamo fatta dai miei zii)

il mio reparto erano i dolci cmq...



cometa di pasta sfoglia con crema pasticcera alla nocciola
tortino di gelato al forno meringato
tortellini al cioccolato fondente su crema pasticcera all'arancia

cmq sì....eravamo a casa degli zii:
io, mamma, babbo, nonna, zio, zia, cugina e consorte + le 2 bimbe.
La Giorgia era un amore!! *__*
aveva un vestitino tipo da principessa grigio, scarpettine nere laccate con un po' di tacco, capelli biondo scuro con i boccoli sulle punte! *w*
da mangiare! *w*
e la piccina *w* - Giada - invece tutta vestita di rosso *w*
hanno provato a darmela in braccio ma prima lei non ne voleva sapere XD poi alla fine XD è venuta XD ma 1min dopo si è messa a piangere! XD
no no! XD io bimbi piccoli al di sotto di 1 anno XD non combino proprio XD

poi la scena dell'arrivo di Babbo Natale per la Giorgia 
(io avrei preferito BABBO KYO col suo grande PACCO...X°DDD ma era per la bimba - ha 4 anni passati - quindi non si poteva!!!! u__u;;) è stata stupenda! *_*
mio zio sparisce con la scusa "vado a prendere il vino"
ad un certo punto sentiamo il rumore di campanellini
mia zia che dice "cos'è sto rumore"
la Giorgia che si alza tutta eccitata, si guarda intorno poi corre da me XD e mi fa "livia livia!!! cos'è cos'è?? andiamo a vedere!! andiamo a vedere!!!! VIENI!! *__*" XD
tesora XD mi ha fatto una tenerezza! XD e io che pensavo "beata te che puoi sognare ancora senza farti problemi e non ti prendono per pazza se vivi per i tuoi sogni..."
cmq...lei voleva uscire ma le abbiamo fatto notare che babbo natale aveva lasciato i regali davanti la porta a vetri che dà sul giardino! lei si è portata dentro tutti i regali poi torna da me e mi fa "andiamo a vedere???*.*" XD
allora mi son presa con lei e siamo uscite dalla porta XD ma babbo natale non c'era più! u__u;
pulcina lei! *w*
mi ha fatto piacere che sia venuta da me XD
e mia mamma "xè vede che sei ancora una bimba..." ... =_=;;
grazie mam XD già mi hanno dato della 21enne XD e pure mia zia oggi mi fa "ohi ma quanti anni hai?? ehh?? 26!!! già!!! pensavo ne avessi ancora 21-22..."
...FUUUUUUUUUUN!! =_=;

e oggi ...pranzo d natale...
ARGH! XD
tutto buonissimo e leggero (tra cui tempura d gambero, carpaccio di tonno etc...*__*)!
quindi un piacevolissimo pranzo e per niente pesante!
solo che...dalla mezza alle 17!!!!!!!!!! XD
argh! XD
non ero + abituata ad una roba del genere!! X°DD

cmq...e anche Natale è finito...

avrei voluto scrivere a Icchan...ma alla fine non l'ho fatto...
il mio cervello pensa "se gli frega qualcosa si fa sentire lui come quella volta che mi ha scritto lui di sua sponte..."
ma sa anche che questo non avverrà mai più! XD
però continua a sperarci XD
eeehh...baka me! XD
cmq...a Kei devo scrivere...almeno solo per dirgli auguri (suo comple oggi)
xò booh...non so neanke xè lo faccio XD
ha senso tutto ciò??XD
in realtà lo faccio a quasi tutti...xò agli altri mi limito a 2 righe...con lui...vorrei scrivergli qualcosa in +...e...non ho voglia XD cioè XD dopo finisco per essere patetica XD
maaah xD ho tempo fino a domani alle 16 xD ci penso stanotte XD

vabbè XD
HAPPY FINE NATALE! XD



12 25 09 - *___________*

OMG!!! They are sooooo beautiful together!!! *_*

Lord Loki & Princess Kaya!! <3

Aaaaaaaaawwwwww!! <3
This pic doesn't need any comment!!
*o* <3

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it's X'mas, isn't it?!!? *w*

ペタペタペタペタペタ~♪(*ω*)

Yai!! <3





From Shingo (ex.Sugar)!!(*ω*)


And a little while ago...





from TERUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!! \*O*/

I'm fucking suprised!! *__*
yattaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! <3
HAPPYYYY!!! *__*
*even if this makes me a little bit sad too...'cause it reminds me about the peta I received from Jasmine You! T_T*



Ore 4:00am

La sottoscritta si è svegliata
e ha lasciato il suo bel lettone caldo per andare a vedere la situazione dalla terrazza...

miiii!!! *_*
non c'è luce in strada e...
ci saranno come minimo 30cm di acqua alta!!!! XD

è figo da vedere!
Sembra di stare a Venezia! XD

★☆★☆★☆★☆★

4:00am

I just wake up to go to see the situation outside!

The tide is fucking high!!!
No lights on the streets and there are 30cm or more of high water!!!

It seems to be in Venice! lol! XD

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*゜✽*+。☆。+*✽゜*BUON NATALE*゜✽*+。☆。+*✽゜*
*゜✽*+。☆。+*✽゜*メリークリスマス*゜✽*+。☆。+*✽゜*
*゜✽*+。☆。+*✽゜*MERRY X'MAS*゜✽*+。☆。+*✽゜*






可愛い猫ちゃん☆

He was meowing at me like "nyaaa!! Nya nya!! Nyaaa!!" xD and I also "nya?! Nyaaaaaa!!! <3" loooool!! XD
Then he came towards me to have a cuddle! *.*


Tooooo cute!!! *w*

NYAAAAA~~~~!!! <3

lol xD

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TARA chan *゜✽*+。☆Happy Birthday☆。+*✽゜* 





aahhh!!! <33333
Xmas Eve Peta!☆
lol XD

Eva & Mizuki leave me a peta everyday! *touched*
also Ivy XD but it depends on me! lol XD

and Tara chan!!!! *w*
he left me a peta 'cause I send him a message for his birthday I suppose! *w*
cute!! <3


and yesterday...



also from SHAURAAAAAAA!!!! *^0^*
<333



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